can't believe this is happening again!! ARGGHHHH!!!!
for the dunno how many times now have to look for a new home!!
No thanks to my unethical landlady/ housing agent who decided to sell my current home.......sigh......here starts the whole process again of looking, viewing, packing and finally physically moving!!! hate this!!!!
Anyway , Lord I trust that You will provide not just a lovely, convenient and cheap property, but also one that stays permanent and won't be sold enbloc, etc etc.....
The life of a Singapore tenant!!!!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
of SVTs and AVRTs...
sigh...Dad was admitted again to hospital for palpitations....guess this time he really got scared coz the IV verapamil took a while to kick in...HR racing at 180bpm.......thank God nothing serious happened...especially when he was alone at home.....(mum being the 'party animal' decided to go to Malacca with her sisters and was in KL at that time)...........
Thank you Lord for watching over him!!!
Thank you Lord for watching over him!!!
Monday, February 9, 2009
What have I become????
Things have been moving along over the past 1 month since my last entry here....feel less angsty at work...probably coz the work I'm doing now is lighter, and yes - more brainless.... but suddenly dawned upon me of what a 'monster' I've become since joining this department......
Just realised that days are filled with:
- bitching about other people who can't work / incompetent
- grumbling about how bad life is
- being negative all the time
- feeling desperate that all my friends are attached/ married/ having kids whilst I remain in the 'single' category
- being a 'nasty' and unforgiving person
" Father forgive me when I lose my focus ....sometimes I even forget what that is.....to be more like Jesus.......help me to be more understanding....to show grace...to forgive others ... and also myself when others/ I make a mistake.....help me to be more like You.....I dun wanna be like the rest of the world....it may be acceptable by their standards, but I know that it is not according to Yours....Change me from the inside , Lord!"
Just realised that days are filled with:
- bitching about other people who can't work / incompetent
- grumbling about how bad life is
- being negative all the time
- feeling desperate that all my friends are attached/ married/ having kids whilst I remain in the 'single' category
- being a 'nasty' and unforgiving person
" Father forgive me when I lose my focus ....sometimes I even forget what that is.....to be more like Jesus.......help me to be more understanding....to show grace...to forgive others ... and also myself when others/ I make a mistake.....help me to be more like You.....I dun wanna be like the rest of the world....it may be acceptable by their standards, but I know that it is not according to Yours....Change me from the inside , Lord!"
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