Oh my goodness!! I really can't believe this! It's 3AM on a saturday morning and I can't get any sleep.....ok, not to mention the fact that it's raining outside with flashes of lightning every few minutes.....and the thought that my brother wasn't home yet ( only to text him and find out that he's back in M'sia!)....arrgh! worst thing ever to happen when u have a mock exam at 2pm later!!! arrgh!!!
anyway....was thinking about lotsa stuff....only to suddenly realise that my 30th birthday has come and gone....gee...maybe I really really wanted to forget that I was turning to the big 3-O!!! was mighty glad for birthday wishes from my family...but truth be told, was really really disappointed with my close friends...those who came to my place for dinner the previous night din even know it was my birthday....and those colleagues who went out for dinner with me on that day itself din even know it was my birthday! I mean...I'm not really complaining...I dun like others making a fuss over my birthday...especially when I really feel 'OLD' amongst them! But I guess being older and more mature now ( I hope!) makes it easier to forget what others forgot about me......in the past, I think I would have been fuming mad and not talk them for a while!! ( childish right?!?)...
Oh well, so here's wishing myself a belated birthday! And may all these insomnia go awway!!!!
