Its been a looong while since my last update here..... maybe its sheer laziness and procrastination....maybe its my disillusionment with the Christian community that I am in ......however, through it all, He never forgets me......never leaves me alone with nothing....How thankful I am!
Was going through a tough patch in Dec last year......stopped going to cell group completely.....feeling lost and alone....and then, I drop an email to a dear friend and mentor......only to receive the greatest encouragement through his reply....we even chatted on the phone! What a blessing!! So unexpected....didn't expect his call....and as usual, can't stop crying as I talked to him as I poured my heart out....my parents probably thought that I was cuckoo!!!
Anyway....things have gotten a bit better since 2010 started...still have my struggles as usual...but He is near at hand....ever ready to listen and encourage me.....I started praying for 2010 to be a year of JOY....and in a way it has! God brings different people into our lives for different reasons.....and at the beginning of the year, a friend introduced me to her other Malaysian friends....in the hope that I may benefit from their friendship! So, I did meet an interesting person, and now hoping to get to know that person better.... and then, I met a few female consultants whom I really really get along with at work.....and one of them even offerred to invite me to her parties ( in her attempt to help me find a life partner)!!! Its quite funny coz I am a pretty private person...even my family finds it hard to get info out of me in regards to this sector in my life....but I found myself pretty open to other people's questions to me regarding this! Strange! But I guess it just shows that people are concerned for me......
So, I guess life is just throttling along right now....just need to focus on passing my exams in June this year! And found this song a tremendous encouragement ( including the song 'Dia Mengerti').
BAGAI RAJAWALI
HANYA KEPADA-NYA KU 'KAN BERLARI
DI SAAT KU BIMBANG DALAM HIDUPKU
YANG AKU PERCAYA DALAM HADIRAT-NYA
ADA KEKUATAN YANG BARU
WALAU KU MELANGKAH DALAM TEKANAN
BADAI PENCOBAAN DATANG MENGHADANG
YANG AKU PERCAYA DALAM HADIRAT-NYA
ADA KEKUATAN YANG BARU
REFF :
KU KAN TERBANG TINGGI BAGAI RAJAWALI
DI ATAS SEGALA PERSOALAN HIDUPKU
DAN AKU PERCAYA SAAT KU BERSAMA DIA
TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL BAGI DIA
